Dream...

When I dream, I tend to dream very vividly.  Frequently I wake up and I can't tell if the dream was just a dream or if it actually happened.  Last night I had the worst dream.  I still can't shake it.  In my dreams there aren't monsters and chase scenes.  They are a random mix of real life events, my insecurities or some of my deepest fears.  Last nights dream was a mix of my worst insecurities and some of my biggest fears.  It was very real.  It is one of the things I fear the most and I woke up believing it had really happened or was a premonition of things to come.  Sometimes I think I am my own worst enemy.  My subconscious is playing tricks on me.  I really don't like it.