Wednesday, July 25, 2012
When I dream, I tend to dream very vividly. Frequently I wake up and I can't tell if the dream was just a dream or if it actually happened. Last night I had the worst dream. I still can't shake it. In my dreams there aren't monsters and chase scenes. They are a random mix of real life events, my insecurities or some of my deepest fears. Last nights dream was a mix of my worst insecurities and some of my biggest fears. It was very real. It is one of the things I fear the most and I woke up believing it had really happened or was a premonition of things to come. Sometimes I think I am my own worst enemy. My subconscious is playing tricks on me. I really don't like it.