Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Dream...

When I dream, I tend to dream very vividly.  Frequently I wake up and I can't tell if the dream was just a dream or if it actually happened.  Last night I had the worst dream.  I still can't shake it.  In my dreams there aren't monsters and chase scenes.  They are a random mix of real life events, my insecurities or some of my deepest fears.  Last nights dream was a mix of my worst insecurities and some of my biggest fears.  It was very real.  It is one of the things I fear the most and I woke up believing it had really happened or was a premonition of things to come.  Sometimes I think I am my own worst enemy.  My subconscious is playing tricks on me.  I really don't like it.

1 comment:

Alicia said...

SAME HERE! Seriously. I have the weirdest dreams. Sometimes there are bad guys. Sometimes I fly. As in really fly high up near the sun. Sometimes I am drowning, falling, sometimes evil spirits are trying to make me scared. But after years and years of putting up with it, I finally just got to a point where NOTHING in my dreams can scare me now. And if I want to, if I don't like how a dream is doing, I can force myself to wake up. It took a lot of praying and a lot of patience to get to this point. But if needed, I call the name of the Savior in my dream and command the evil spirits to leave. I'm sure this sounds crazy, but that is how I deal with it and it works.