Like this past weekend we were able to welcome a new nephew into our family. My brother and his wife had their second little boy. I was happy...and grateful...that my sister-in-law was kind enough to let us come so soon after the baby was born and visit with them in the hospital and show up at their house a couple times a day. It was so fun snuggling with a brand new baby.
Andy and baby Landon
All too soon though it was time to leave and get back to life, which made today a rough day. It's hard for me to gauge how much to write on this thing. Sometimes I read blogs and people are super open about their feelings and what not and they get tons of feedback and support. Other times I see people try to be open and people accuse them of being passive aggressive and being scared off by their feelings. I read this one blog of a girl that I went to college with. She recently posted a few posts that were very blunt, very open and very honest. I really admired that. And then I was jealous. I was jealous of her ability to do that and I was jealous of all the support that she got. The truth is I have been having a really rough time for the past few months. There are a lot of reasons for it and I'm not really up to putting them on here. I typed out a whole blog (like the one I read) sharing the feelings and anxiety I've been having and as soon as I was done I deleted it. Everyone has problems and maybe I just need to learn how to be stronger. Anyways...now I am just rambling. Maybe this one will be deleted too!!